"KEEP PROTECTED"

My insanity towards this person starts when he lend me his handkerchief, that he let me wipe and dries my tears

goodbye. At first I just saw him as a friend but the tiny spark of interest that I have in him grew into a torch of

admiration. He was the usual kind of guy that would open himself to anyone who is need that eventhough it

would be unfair to his part but still the helping continues. Being caring is one of his best asset that makes me

fall into an ocean of him. He began acting as my knight and shining armor at times the uncertainties of life

covers me, My hope when I am lost in the midst of problems, My strenght as the delimma of the world weakens

me, He is my man.

As the days walks to weeks, weeks crawls to months and months runs to a year. My life seems incomplete

without his presence. The happy moments that I have with him makes me think that destiny has been always on

my side.

But everything collapsed into pieces as I plucked at the grapevine a news that he had found his missing rib to

someone, not on me unfortunately. My heart had been destroyed, torn into fragments and I don't have the

courage to picked it up again cause the pain became unbearable and totally tormenting.

My breathing seems to be heavier everytime I see them together and the more I was suffocated by the agony.

How will I carry this burden if the person who is giving me the pain doesn't even know what I feel.

Move on I always told myself but my heart keeps on telling me "how?" If I can't be able to erase even his smile

on my mind, It seems to be it has been injected to the cell of my brain.

I continue my life without telling him what I feel, without giving the idea that he was torturing me emotionally

unawares, having my heart crushed for every scenario that I see them together.

Then the time comes that what I am fearing of. Wedding bells was about to ring for the both of them, they will

be getting married. For everybody, that was a call for celebration but for me: my other foot has been buried on

the cemetery already - this is the end.

As their wedding was about to takes place my heart seems to be digging its own tomb. It takes for me a hudnred

times of thinking before concluding he is not for me and will never be mine.

I decided to go out of town hoping to fully diminish this stupidness that I have. Yeah I love him but that would

remain on my memory forever and telling him will not be part of my agenda,days from now he will raise a

family with someone and chained with her forever.

As the wedding takes place, Flowers , white, red, yellow and of different colors decorated the whole sorrounding

of the Church that the wedding will take place,the wedding started with the train of the participants for the

wedding but there was a problem for the groom was missing, Everybody started to panic of both parties.

Then I hear the sound of a gunshot. Upon hearing it a solid thing bumps into my heart. Then everybody ran

including me..I ran to my house cause it was just meters away. Then I saw the groom at the doorsteps of my

house. My heart leaps into joy that he did not show up to the wedding and some kinda lunatic that interrupts

the ceremony. He hugged me tight and I felt his longing ache in his heart. It seems that when our body feels

each other, time stood still, I wish I can have you forever my heart whispers. Then I suddenly confront him ,

asking him why he didn't show up to the wedding. He said these words.
Boy: " I remember way back, I let a girl use my handkerchief to wept the tears on her eyes, I really love that

girl that I always act as if her knight and shining armor, being her savior but she never sees my worth. She just

left me and I don't know if she will be back."
My cheeks turns to as red as blood as I hear the words...but my thoughts was interrupted with the following

statements.
Boy: I don't want to be alone that's why I commit to someone, but eventhough I already have my soon to be

wife, I always see the face of that innocent girl, her eyes, her smiles, I can't moved on living without her by my

side I want her to be KEEP PROTECTED"
As I hear these words I hugged him tight and tells him how much I love him but he just disappear on thin air...

THe guy shot himself dead on the day of their wedding and for the girl she was confine to the City's Mental

Sanitarium still longing for a love that has been so perfect as it may but has been lost forever....

THE END
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